i can feel my insides crumble as the days go by...
i can feel my heart pound with every thought of you...
one word is all i need to set me off...
one word, one name, just one and i'm back on the ground again,
and i can't get back up.

every passing day hurts, knowing that we may never fix this, thinking that this is really it, the end of us. i try to keep positive, but it's hard when all i can think about is how we used to be. i miss it, i miss how happy we were, i miss everything about us. i miss you so much it fucking kills me inside. i don't want to avoid you 'cause i know that'll just push my heart over the edge. i just want another try. my love for you is neverending. i can't stop it, and i can't hide the fact that i miss you and want you back. i try to, but i can't... you just can't see that. maybe you choose not to. damn, i wish you would just think about everything and ask yourself if this is really what's suppose to happen? is this really how things are gunna be?

i love you more than anything in the world...
& i miss the love that we shared, we were soo happy..

broken into even smaller pieces...