i lack sleep. in much need of an attitude adjustment. light-headed, woozy, out there. essays are way overrated. they should be banned from the face of the universe. can't think straight, can't focus. ADD much? a little bit. needa eat more squash to stregthen my eye-sight. can't see clearly anymore. needa eat something for my memory. something to help you with it, make it stronger, better, something. getting sleepier by the minute. can't concentrate on essay. wanna sleep.

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the initials are MM. *sighh. cold with numb feet. needa sleep, another visit to the oral surgeon tomorrow. hope i don't need the meds anymore. i skipped 4 doses total. fell asleep through most of my 12am ones. *sighh

hanging out with your boyfriend is awesome. loved it, love it still, wish he didn't have to leave. i miss him already. =/

school dances should be banned as well. i detest them now. can't say why, don't understand it myself. hate the words 'postulate' and 'whatever'. hate stairs going up and down. makes me sick. yuckk. too overrated.

7th grade me is back. always pessimistic and her catch phrase is "life sucks!" idk why i'm back down that road, it just appeared in front of me and off i'm on it. sad really. can't help it. can't help but be so negative about mostly everything. once in a while. i smile at certain things, i hope at certain situations. but by the end of the day, life is pretty much suckish. bare with me, people. let me get throught this phase on my own time. just be patient. if you can't do that, then oh wells, for me, right?

needa focus on essay. needa brush teeth, needa drink water and pee. needa stop being so pessimistic. needa get rid of 7th grade me. hated her! need a heart transplant, apparently i can no longer fully trust this current one. it got me into so much trouble last year and deeper shit this year. i'm walking on a really thin rope here with you. if you're reading this, you know who you are. i need to focus and not screw this up. this is my last chance. can't fail this one. can't loose this one...

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