here i am, back form my shower. *sighh. kind of tired, barely realizing i could be reading right about now, but i'm helping my brother study for his vocab test.
*sighh.
i know i said i'd be updating this blog, but after everything, i feel like it's way too private to post up here. not like anyone reads this or would care to if they find out. i'm just not that interesting when it comes to audiences.
*sighh.
my brain's racked up with all sorts of thoughts right now. past should really be past, and one day i'll reach a point in my life where i can truthfully and whole-heartedly state that "past is past. let's not go back there," and not re-analize whether i really mean it or i'm just saying.
*sighh.
my book's going nowhere by the way, kind of lost track of it, and i have less time to focud on it fully. i wish when i write it would sound good enough not to redo 50 zillion times and end up where you started, yah know?
*sighh.
my neck is cramped. i want a neck rub, but not in the sexual way. just a simple, relaxing, stress-relieving neck rub. can't get those around much anymore. not without one person getting too into it and end up knocking someone up, or getting knocked up.
*sighh.
my eyes are getting heavy. i should sleep now, i have math in the morning. way too early for numbers. pre-cal followed by chem. yay, more numbers, *she says sarcastically* junior year bites. i'd rather be a freshmen forever. minus the freshmen fifteen, wish was more like 25 in my case.
*sighh.
i'll end here for tonight. not so much an update as is it an obituary for my pathetic life. i'm on my period, so sue me for being a little too monotonously and verbally vicious about everything.

goodnight to whomever happens to read this.

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