back again. i suppsoe i lost connection when the end of the year came; with finals and graduation and everything. i think it's about time i blabbed to you again.

hung's on vacation now. i know he'll only be gone for a while, but it hurts. i guess i've fallen just hard enough to be sad about every little thing involving him. oh wells, stay safe dweetie, i love you <3

how's your summer? mines?
i don't quite know how to explain it. it was exciting in the beginning. supposed wisdom tooth extraction was scheduled sometime after school ended, and braces the month after. well june's almost over & my wisdom tooth are still pretty much inside my jaws. oh wells. i suppose it was too good to be true that i'd finally be getting braces. it's alrights, money's tight right now & i suppose i can get it done sometime else in the future.

gym with my dad? in progress, so i think. he keeps telling me soon, we'll go, soon. like i said, june's almost over & still nothing. so instead i've been biking around the neighborhood with my brother arounf 6-7ish in the afternoon. jogging in the morning if i wake up & trying to eat healthier. let's hope that good enough. i had a feeling i should've signed up for summer PE again, as a TA. dang & tri are doing it. somewhere in my mind i knew i should've. oh wells.

community service. my mom signed the papers. it said application takes three weeks to process. i can't seem to remember when i sent the letter. i was a monday. i think it was last monday. hmm, i'm pretty sure it's last monday now. i knew i should've sent it off a long time ago. sighh, remind me to call them up and ask.
side topic [baby sis just caught a star for me, she said one for me and one for hung. baby, she's thinking of you.]

i'm stuck at home, playing gaia and hanging around in my moms room for most of the day. i sure have no life. only time i get out is when my bro and i go biking. what happened to the movie day with my two bros? jared and dj? idk, let's call them up soon and ask. dj needs a life & jared needs a break. me? i just wanna watch pinoy movies and pig out.

i feel blehh again. why? maybe 'cause i know hung's not in his bed right now & i miss him & i'm worried. i hope he's alrights and he has fun. i promised him i'd go to bed with a smile, idk if i can fully give him that. he pulled something inside of me that makes me so clingy and tear at nearly every thought of him going somewhere. stupid? nah, i think it's love.

friends? i have them? joke. sure would like to see them. if i never get to hang around, i hope the understand. i can't just always go out even though it's summer. my baby sis is going to school in the fall & she needs training. my grams getting tired of doing so much work around the house & been bitching at everyone lately, mostly me. mother's leg is acting up again. really wish i can drive now so i can do some of it and relieve her of her ouchies. really hate seeing her in pain. i try to help but i just walk away asap. makes me tear seeing her like that. dad's the same placing bets and loosing then taking out anger on whoever he sees. i try to avoid his path. sister's still a witch. nothings change, she recently almost gave everyone heart attacks just leaving witot telling anyone. complains she's bored and has nothing to do. she was offered to take summer school, she said no. not my fault.

me, i'm doing fine. same as always. everytime i think FML, i think about the other millions of people who have it a lot worse than i do. i hope your life gets easier and you'd be happy. if only wishes came true right? oh wells. i look forward to catching up with old friends and just hanging out. i dont look forward to school but i look forward to new things ahead, hopefully for the better. i look forward to hung coming back, to him listening to me rant on and bawl about pety things and not judge. don't you just wish for someone to listen to you cry and not judge you that you'r crying over something so stupid like a lost sock or something? that'd be nice. i miss you hung<3 have fun on your vacation.

goodnights

XO, Dweetiex3

i'll cut to the chase and make this as short as possible.
the only interesting thing that happened today was that i fell asleep in choir & mr. e didn't even notice & i'm up front too. LOL hmmmmmm,

LIEM LY made my day<3
JUNE 2, 2009 ; 11:16:20PM
what can i say about my awesome GBF(: his video made me tear up :'] he completely made my day, by putting me in his video & putting my part as the most important part! gosh! i can't ask for a better friend. he made me feel appreciated and special. dammit, tears! roll back into your sockets! haha. well that's about it really. besides my boyfriend, Hung, being awesomely loving like he always is, Liem made my day today <3

nightynights<3

XO, Dweetiex3

I haven't been blogging for a while, 'cause this weekends has been crazy busy. anywhooo, let's get to it!

today wasn't anything special, cold in the morning, hot during lunch, and cold again >.>

x1; Eng2
boring. packets due tomorrow. i didn't do it. too lazy & i just see no point in it anymore. sorry.

x2; Spanish 1
i thought i'd be presenting today, but it turns out, he's still using my old last name as a guide, so i'm somewhere near the end. ironic isn't it? haha, but after jackie presented, i kind of wanted to present to, to get it over with and 'cause it looked like fun, presenting about yourself & youre family(: i asked if i could cut in front of people tomorrow & he just laughed. we shall see then.(:

BRUNCH;
turn books in with victoria, she's so weird, i love her <3 lol

x3; Bio
ms. handly had food & flowers for us today. i got some purple iris flowers for my mom(: they're sitting in fron of me right now. haha. anywhooo, my group and i needa crack down on our project. i'm getting way too distracted to do that, but maybe we can make it in this week & get extra credit(:

x4; Choir
last week with the seniors :( gosh, i hate going into m-2 and looking at all the seniors that's be gone by next week. it makes me want to cry and hold on to their legs and beg them to stay. i hate goodbyes, 'specially when i've gotten super close to that person, which is like all of them<3 I wish we can all stay one more year together & just enjoy making music together. but i guess right now os good luck & have fun in college. i'll miss you all terribly! you guys better come back and visit!
PS - mr. e and i had a "that's so hot!" moment(:
PPS - needa remind myself to get 20 bucks for the cds!

LUNCH;
i brought my aun'ts fetuccinni today. everyone loved it! haha, auntie, they LOOOOOVE your cooking(: well, it was awesome, so who can blame them, right? grrr francis couldn't fix my ipod, but then he took it back and said he'll try again. thanks francis<3

x5; Alg2
notes, notes, notes. maybe i should take my alg2 final w/ the seniors so i can take my spanish final during 5th period with nini(: haha that sounds good. lala jessica and i hela jacked kevin of his stuff. I had his DS & jessica had his ipod. poor kevin. haha, & i finally admitted that fine, i agree, jessica and victoria win, you girls were right. HAPPY? >.> geez. lol

x6; W. History
so boring in there now, preparing for finals that i'm not even taking. (: anywhooo, listened to bianca's ipod & played solitaire. i'm an epik fail at checkers >.< disgrace to all asians everywhere! HAHA. i wonder what i'll be doing tomorrow when everyone's taking their final? hmmmm...

well, that's about it. went home, cleaned miccoh's room. myllah's going to be sleping in my room now, on mariel's old bed, but i think she's sleeping with grandma right now, haha. what a cutie. anywhooo, liem might be coming to AHill tomorrow. i hope he is, 'cause i miss him.

convos of the day:

LIEM LY aka my GBF<3