too bad it's out with the old shit, and in with the new shit.
but it's okay. i think i'm doing just fine.
who knows for sure.

i'll be looking for a new blog.
i love this one, but the memories still sting me.

So far on this heart-shattering journey, I've learned many things just by drowning myself in books. I figured, reading about other people's problems and insecurities is better than thinking about my own. So I dove right in and found books that, surprisingly, yet predictably at the same time, went along with my own issues; somewhat. Anyway, here are a few lines/paragraphs/pages from some of the books I've been busying myself these past few days, that I found inspiring and insultingly funny (might only refer to one, lol)

DAIRY QUEEN by: CATHERINE GILBERT MURDOCK

Pg. (128)
"[I] looked up, right at the perfect moment, and there was the football coming down. And I put out my hands and caught it like the raw egg at an egg toss, caught it like a little baby, and tucked it under my arm, and the because I was feeling so good I just kept running as fast as I ever could right to the goal line. I sprinted right over it and banked into a turn and jogged back, feeling . . .  perfect. Like life, no matter how much it sucked, every once in a while came together and was just perfect."

Pg. (189)
"I ended up sitting in front of a mirror with all my wet hair, staring at my reflection and wondering if anyone that bad-looking had ever been in this chair before, while a girl named Mica, which she pronounced Meeka, which is good because who wants to be named after a rock, tugged a comb through."

The second one made me smile, though it's a bit insulting, due to my name. LOL. The first one I found very inspiring; that last 2 lines. I want to think like that one day...

ALICE IN THE KNOW By: PHYLLIS REYNOLDS NAYLOR

Pg. (158)
"'Then why did she go out wth him at all those months?' I wanted to know.
'Why does anyone go out with someone? Because se was trying to get to know him better-- see how she felt.'"

Pg. (212)
"'This is the way life is, right? Great times followed by something lousy. Sad, even.' I thought of Molly.
'Sort of,' she said, and smiled a little. 'It's a roler coaster, not a merry-go-round. But sometimes there are lots of good things one right after another and a sad thing only once in a while.'
'That's true,' she said. 'Life isn't fair.'
'Does it ever bother you? I mean, do you find yourself worrying what the next bad thing will be?'
'I look at it this way,' she said. 'If we're going to ruin what good times we have by worrying they won't last, then we might as well not have god times at all, because what difference does it make if we're going to be miserable anyway?'
I hadn't thought about it that way.
'Ejoy what you can, Alice,' she said. 'And when life hits you in the stomach, deal with it then. Don't try to figure everything out in advance.'"

Pg. (221)
"I just goes to show that sometimes a couple with almost nothing going for them can make it if they really want to."

The first one jus got me thinking about me and him... I MISS HIM SO MUCH. And the second and third one just speaks for itself...

CRUEL SUMMER By: ALYSON NOËL

Pg. (30)
"[B]ad things happen, people betray you, mistakes are made, parents divorce, and in the end there's nothing you can do to erase it, you can't rewind, can't go back, the only thing you can do is breathe."

Pretty much self explanatory.

So, here they are; words of wisdom and things that just get me to thinking about my life. I'll end it here, not much else to say at this point but that I STILL MISS HIM, and I WANT HIM BACK.

one day at a time....

XO, Dweetiex3

i want to stop crying over this, but it's hard.
i'm tired of always thinking it's over for good.
i'm slowly loosing hope in everything.
you'd say it's not the end of the world, but you don't understand how i feel.
no matter what anyone else says, no one understands this feeling.
everyone's different, and no matter how similar the situation may seem, the people are different.
i'm different.

today i felt like everything was crashing down,
after that nightmare, i felt like today was my end.
i feel like i've lost everything that matters the most to me.
one right after the other...
they're fading, next thing you know,
there'll be nothing left.

i know i have my whole future ahead of me,
but it's hard when even that includes you..
i want a brain scan, maybe they can tell me what the fck is going on inside my own mind,
'cause i have no clue whatsoever.

breakdowns here and there,
at the worst possible times,
in the worst possible places...

one by one they're disappearing,
and i'm just letting them...
why? 'cause i'm in too deep,
i'm too hurt to do anything.

i'd really just rather fade away myself,
it's not just him anymore,
it's everything that matters to me.
i'm loosing everything...

i can feel my insides crumble as the days go by...
i can feel my heart pound with every thought of you...
one word is all i need to set me off...
one word, one name, just one and i'm back on the ground again,
and i can't get back up.

every passing day hurts, knowing that we may never fix this, thinking that this is really it, the end of us. i try to keep positive, but it's hard when all i can think about is how we used to be. i miss it, i miss how happy we were, i miss everything about us. i miss you so much it fucking kills me inside. i don't want to avoid you 'cause i know that'll just push my heart over the edge. i just want another try. my love for you is neverending. i can't stop it, and i can't hide the fact that i miss you and want you back. i try to, but i can't... you just can't see that. maybe you choose not to. damn, i wish you would just think about everything and ask yourself if this is really what's suppose to happen? is this really how things are gunna be?

i love you more than anything in the world...
& i miss the love that we shared, we were soo happy..

broken into even smaller pieces...

back. still broken hearted. still clueless as what to do. when i think i've got the answer, something happens that proves me wrong. now i literally feel my heart beginning to break. honestly. i feel the pain, and it hurts, literally.

no matter what i do it will always feel like a lose-lose situation for me. i'll try to do what he wants and try to move on, but he gets all mopey. i mean come on, i don't know what else to do. it's like no matter what i do i'll always loose. and i always do. i fail at this relationship stuff, and right when i think i'll never find love again he comes into my life and changes it completely. now it's gone and i'm back at that deathly and hollow place.

i saw i'm not ready for a relationship again, and i sort of mean that. i mean i don't think i'll be with anyone anytime soon unless another handsome prince on a horse somehow appears at my front door. which is just as likely as me keeping a relationship going. everytime things are great, it ends just like that. like i'm not meant to feel love or be loved. sure my friends love me, but you know what i mean. i thought i found true love & i still feel that i did, its just gone now & i'm back to being the 7th grade me who hated life and everything sucked. i wanna meet one person, who will listen to me and not judge, who will smile at me even though everything's falling apart, who will be there when i need him. someone willing to take the chance and try no matter what.

only thing wrong with that is that guys like that are hard to find. i mean i found one just like that but he's gone now. i didn't know what to do then, and i don't know what to do now. i have friends it's true, but there' s still something missing. i guess i'll have to learn to be happy without a boy. it's just so hard to let go of the best thing in the world you've ever had, you know?...

karma came back to me & made me pay for everything i put you through.

you deserve to be happy & i hope you will be.
i really don't know what to say more,
just don't expect things to be like before,
& as long as you're happy then everything's good.

-stupid me.

i lack sleep. in much need of an attitude adjustment. light-headed, woozy, out there. essays are way overrated. they should be banned from the face of the universe. can't think straight, can't focus. ADD much? a little bit. needa eat more squash to stregthen my eye-sight. can't see clearly anymore. needa eat something for my memory. something to help you with it, make it stronger, better, something. getting sleepier by the minute. can't concentrate on essay. wanna sleep.

great day. i'm on yahoo news. read it find my name if you know me: http://news.yahoo.com/s/oneworld/20090909/w l_oneworld/world366626125 2529348" title="http://news.yahoo.com/s/oneworld/20090909/w l_oneworld/world366626125 2529348" target="_blank"http://news.yahoo.com/s/onewo...

the initials are MM. *sighh. cold with numb feet. needa sleep, another visit to the oral surgeon tomorrow. hope i don't need the meds anymore. i skipped 4 doses total. fell asleep through most of my 12am ones. *sighh

hanging out with your boyfriend is awesome. loved it, love it still, wish he didn't have to leave. i miss him already. =/

school dances should be banned as well. i detest them now. can't say why, don't understand it myself. hate the words 'postulate' and 'whatever'. hate stairs going up and down. makes me sick. yuckk. too overrated.

7th grade me is back. always pessimistic and her catch phrase is "life sucks!" idk why i'm back down that road, it just appeared in front of me and off i'm on it. sad really. can't help it. can't help but be so negative about mostly everything. once in a while. i smile at certain things, i hope at certain situations. but by the end of the day, life is pretty much suckish. bare with me, people. let me get throught this phase on my own time. just be patient. if you can't do that, then oh wells, for me, right?

needa focus on essay. needa brush teeth, needa drink water and pee. needa stop being so pessimistic. needa get rid of 7th grade me. hated her! need a heart transplant, apparently i can no longer fully trust this current one. it got me into so much trouble last year and deeper shit this year. i'm walking on a really thin rope here with you. if you're reading this, you know who you are. i need to focus and not screw this up. this is my last chance. can't fail this one. can't loose this one...

XO, Dweetiex3

here i am, back form my shower. *sighh. kind of tired, barely realizing i could be reading right about now, but i'm helping my brother study for his vocab test.
*sighh.
i know i said i'd be updating this blog, but after everything, i feel like it's way too private to post up here. not like anyone reads this or would care to if they find out. i'm just not that interesting when it comes to audiences.
*sighh.
my brain's racked up with all sorts of thoughts right now. past should really be past, and one day i'll reach a point in my life where i can truthfully and whole-heartedly state that "past is past. let's not go back there," and not re-analize whether i really mean it or i'm just saying.
*sighh.
my book's going nowhere by the way, kind of lost track of it, and i have less time to focud on it fully. i wish when i write it would sound good enough not to redo 50 zillion times and end up where you started, yah know?
*sighh.
my neck is cramped. i want a neck rub, but not in the sexual way. just a simple, relaxing, stress-relieving neck rub. can't get those around much anymore. not without one person getting too into it and end up knocking someone up, or getting knocked up.
*sighh.
my eyes are getting heavy. i should sleep now, i have math in the morning. way too early for numbers. pre-cal followed by chem. yay, more numbers, *she says sarcastically* junior year bites. i'd rather be a freshmen forever. minus the freshmen fifteen, wish was more like 25 in my case.
*sighh.
i'll end here for tonight. not so much an update as is it an obituary for my pathetic life. i'm on my period, so sue me for being a little too monotonously and verbally vicious about everything.

goodnight to whomever happens to read this.

XO, Dweetiex3

everyone seems to be too busy to talk to me, so i'll just blog. i haven't done this for quite a time & it's about time to update my life.

i don't really know where to begin or how to begin, at that. life'd been throwing a quantity of situations at me. seems like it's mostly school related, or something that happened IN school.
*sighhh.
my word of the week, it seemed. hmm, maybe i should shower first, and blog later...
completely forgot about that. so i'll end this one here & shower now. BBL.

i can't really say anything else, but the fact that it hurts.
it hurts so bad to hurt the one you care about the most.
the one you love w/ all ur heart & the one that's meant for you.
but it hurts.
for you and for them.

i've dug a whole deeper then i can eve get myself out off...

Growing up isn't always easy. In fact, it's almost NEVER easy. You'll stumble upon obstacles that you wish would just go away, but there are times where you say to yourself: "I wish eveyday was like today!" with a beaming smile plastered on your face. You can just never really tell until it shows up right in your face.

I'm off to take my written test tomorrow, if all goes as planned. I'm off to get two wisdom tooth yanked out of my jaws next week. Schedule pick-ups are two days after said tooth yanking. I wonder if I'll be well enough to go. I wish so, I'll finally get see my friends and my boyfriend, not to mention see what classes and teachers await me for the coming school year. Pray for me would yah?

Teeth yanking isn't exactly t he way I want to spend my Monday morning two days before I see my boyfriend, but I have no choice. The calendar says I have to. At least it's better than getting all four wisdom toth yanked out of my jaws, but then that means there'll be more of the same pain later on in my life. UGH! Hopefully I'll be well enough to go get my schedule and hang out with my friends, not to mention make sure I got all the classes I should be in & requested. &I want frozen yogurt after that.

I'm hungry, needa eat, so I'll talk to ya'lls later

XO, Dweetiex3

i hope they don't come true...

having dreams about you and your boyfriend fighting for the very first time, over what? you don't even know. there was throwing up and no comforting & a lot of yelling and unpleasant feelings. it's not a dream, it's a nightmare.
i hope it never comes true.

thought it was a great dream, your boyfriend's mother finally approving of the two of you dating, but then she says it while your boyfriend's laying on a hospital bed. although conscious, it's not a great sign. some girl claiming her name was kelly or something barges in and says your boyfriend's hers. oddly enough you realize your laying down next to him on the hospital bed and you notice that she's on the other side. you don't know what to make of this dream, i mean nightmare.

hope it's cause of the book i read last night, some parts of it. the one where the long distance relationship crashes down and all this time the boyfriend was seeing someone else, one girl he claimed to be "getting on his nerves". his reason being, "she was here, and you weren't." lame.

i feel like i make no sense and as i type this, i feel a monotonous tone rushing through my fingers and getting into these words. how lame. how confusing.

nightmares... hope they don't ever come true.

It's true; being away from someone you love really makes you love them more and more. I know that's how I feel about Hung <3

Baby, I love you & I will never ever leave you.
I wish you were with me right now.
Laying side by side, looking at the stars<3

Baby, I miss you & I wish you'd come home soon!

XO, Dweetiex3

back again. i suppsoe i lost connection when the end of the year came; with finals and graduation and everything. i think it's about time i blabbed to you again.

hung's on vacation now. i know he'll only be gone for a while, but it hurts. i guess i've fallen just hard enough to be sad about every little thing involving him. oh wells, stay safe dweetie, i love you <3

how's your summer? mines?
i don't quite know how to explain it. it was exciting in the beginning. supposed wisdom tooth extraction was scheduled sometime after school ended, and braces the month after. well june's almost over & my wisdom tooth are still pretty much inside my jaws. oh wells. i suppose it was too good to be true that i'd finally be getting braces. it's alrights, money's tight right now & i suppose i can get it done sometime else in the future.

gym with my dad? in progress, so i think. he keeps telling me soon, we'll go, soon. like i said, june's almost over & still nothing. so instead i've been biking around the neighborhood with my brother arounf 6-7ish in the afternoon. jogging in the morning if i wake up & trying to eat healthier. let's hope that good enough. i had a feeling i should've signed up for summer PE again, as a TA. dang & tri are doing it. somewhere in my mind i knew i should've. oh wells.

community service. my mom signed the papers. it said application takes three weeks to process. i can't seem to remember when i sent the letter. i was a monday. i think it was last monday. hmm, i'm pretty sure it's last monday now. i knew i should've sent it off a long time ago. sighh, remind me to call them up and ask.
side topic [baby sis just caught a star for me, she said one for me and one for hung. baby, she's thinking of you.]

i'm stuck at home, playing gaia and hanging around in my moms room for most of the day. i sure have no life. only time i get out is when my bro and i go biking. what happened to the movie day with my two bros? jared and dj? idk, let's call them up soon and ask. dj needs a life & jared needs a break. me? i just wanna watch pinoy movies and pig out.

i feel blehh again. why? maybe 'cause i know hung's not in his bed right now & i miss him & i'm worried. i hope he's alrights and he has fun. i promised him i'd go to bed with a smile, idk if i can fully give him that. he pulled something inside of me that makes me so clingy and tear at nearly every thought of him going somewhere. stupid? nah, i think it's love.

friends? i have them? joke. sure would like to see them. if i never get to hang around, i hope the understand. i can't just always go out even though it's summer. my baby sis is going to school in the fall & she needs training. my grams getting tired of doing so much work around the house & been bitching at everyone lately, mostly me. mother's leg is acting up again. really wish i can drive now so i can do some of it and relieve her of her ouchies. really hate seeing her in pain. i try to help but i just walk away asap. makes me tear seeing her like that. dad's the same placing bets and loosing then taking out anger on whoever he sees. i try to avoid his path. sister's still a witch. nothings change, she recently almost gave everyone heart attacks just leaving witot telling anyone. complains she's bored and has nothing to do. she was offered to take summer school, she said no. not my fault.

me, i'm doing fine. same as always. everytime i think FML, i think about the other millions of people who have it a lot worse than i do. i hope your life gets easier and you'd be happy. if only wishes came true right? oh wells. i look forward to catching up with old friends and just hanging out. i dont look forward to school but i look forward to new things ahead, hopefully for the better. i look forward to hung coming back, to him listening to me rant on and bawl about pety things and not judge. don't you just wish for someone to listen to you cry and not judge you that you'r crying over something so stupid like a lost sock or something? that'd be nice. i miss you hung<3 have fun on your vacation.

goodnights

XO, Dweetiex3

i'll cut to the chase and make this as short as possible.
the only interesting thing that happened today was that i fell asleep in choir & mr. e didn't even notice & i'm up front too. LOL hmmmmmm,

LIEM LY made my day<3
JUNE 2, 2009 ; 11:16:20PM
what can i say about my awesome GBF(: his video made me tear up :'] he completely made my day, by putting me in his video & putting my part as the most important part! gosh! i can't ask for a better friend. he made me feel appreciated and special. dammit, tears! roll back into your sockets! haha. well that's about it really. besides my boyfriend, Hung, being awesomely loving like he always is, Liem made my day today <3

nightynights<3

XO, Dweetiex3

I haven't been blogging for a while, 'cause this weekends has been crazy busy. anywhooo, let's get to it!

today wasn't anything special, cold in the morning, hot during lunch, and cold again >.>

x1; Eng2
boring. packets due tomorrow. i didn't do it. too lazy & i just see no point in it anymore. sorry.

x2; Spanish 1
i thought i'd be presenting today, but it turns out, he's still using my old last name as a guide, so i'm somewhere near the end. ironic isn't it? haha, but after jackie presented, i kind of wanted to present to, to get it over with and 'cause it looked like fun, presenting about yourself & youre family(: i asked if i could cut in front of people tomorrow & he just laughed. we shall see then.(:

BRUNCH;
turn books in with victoria, she's so weird, i love her <3 lol

x3; Bio
ms. handly had food & flowers for us today. i got some purple iris flowers for my mom(: they're sitting in fron of me right now. haha. anywhooo, my group and i needa crack down on our project. i'm getting way too distracted to do that, but maybe we can make it in this week & get extra credit(:

x4; Choir
last week with the seniors :( gosh, i hate going into m-2 and looking at all the seniors that's be gone by next week. it makes me want to cry and hold on to their legs and beg them to stay. i hate goodbyes, 'specially when i've gotten super close to that person, which is like all of them<3 I wish we can all stay one more year together & just enjoy making music together. but i guess right now os good luck & have fun in college. i'll miss you all terribly! you guys better come back and visit!
PS - mr. e and i had a "that's so hot!" moment(:
PPS - needa remind myself to get 20 bucks for the cds!

LUNCH;
i brought my aun'ts fetuccinni today. everyone loved it! haha, auntie, they LOOOOOVE your cooking(: well, it was awesome, so who can blame them, right? grrr francis couldn't fix my ipod, but then he took it back and said he'll try again. thanks francis<3

x5; Alg2
notes, notes, notes. maybe i should take my alg2 final w/ the seniors so i can take my spanish final during 5th period with nini(: haha that sounds good. lala jessica and i hela jacked kevin of his stuff. I had his DS & jessica had his ipod. poor kevin. haha, & i finally admitted that fine, i agree, jessica and victoria win, you girls were right. HAPPY? >.> geez. lol

x6; W. History
so boring in there now, preparing for finals that i'm not even taking. (: anywhooo, listened to bianca's ipod & played solitaire. i'm an epik fail at checkers >.< disgrace to all asians everywhere! HAHA. i wonder what i'll be doing tomorrow when everyone's taking their final? hmmmm...

well, that's about it. went home, cleaned miccoh's room. myllah's going to be sleping in my room now, on mariel's old bed, but i think she's sleeping with grandma right now, haha. what a cutie. anywhooo, liem might be coming to AHill tomorrow. i hope he is, 'cause i miss him.

convos of the day:

LIEM LY aka my GBF<3

Okay, I'm late blogging again, but it's alrights. Nothing much happened at school, except the fact that I fell asleep right after my math lesson. I woke up to the bell ringing for 6th period & my saliva almost hanging out. LOL

I went to Amber's birthday party tonight. It was a lot of fun. I played Rock Band for the first time. I sang & rocked the guitar for a noob w/ a score of 6k something. lala. There weren't that many people, but either way I didn't know most of them, until tonight. Like, Darlin, Christine, Brian, and Lynn. We ate, we took pictures, we played rock band, we ate some more. LOL OMG! Duc's present to Amber was super adorable. he made her a doll of herself. and a huge card & the bag filled with sweet goodies that I gave him the idea for. (: YAY ME! Anywhoo, it was fun being out and away from annoying little siblings, but I missed Myllah too much. :( & I felt like it was couple city over there; like Amber & Duc, Mai & Jose, Josephine, & her boyfriend that I forgot the name of, & Ashley & Lupe. I miss Hung<3 :( lala, so like, J Dang has this chin fetish, 'cause he kept touching everyone's chin & Perry was being homo tonight, rubbing his ass on other guys. I was trying to get Brian to talk & asking him for a piggy-back ride, but he just ignored me & walked away ! -__- He says he's just shy around new people. lala

Well, that's all we did + play 10 fingers. I lost once & J Dang lost A LOT! of times. LOL! Okies, it's time to sweep my mommy's floor. nightynights<3

XO, Dweetiex3

LAST NIGHT;
I was too busy with my Spansh powerpoint to blog. I finished that darn thing at around 12:30AM...

So like, today was a very tiring day for me. I was so sleepy and I felt hung-over & drunk and just plain wooozy T_T. nothing much happened. We don't really do much nowadays.

x1; Eng2
too lazy to do my packet. test tomorrow, so she says. do i care? not so much. >.>

x2; Spanish 1
after staying up for so long, i realized i left out other family members that de la rosa's gonna be looking for. >.< so i turn it in, and ask what if i decide to add more things later. i didn't understand his reply! -___-

BRUNCH;
hung bought me a chipotle burger, we shared it. he got another whole one for him. i just had this thing turn on in my brain that said "i want a burger!" LOL. after eating that burger, i craved a chicken burger; so i bought one (: yummmm

x3; Bio
reviewing for finals. miccah needs to find her old work. grrrrrrrrrr!

x4; CHOIR(:
my favorite part of the day<3 i love the song we're singing for graduation. it's so sweet & i just know i'll cry when the seniors do their senior verse. *sniff sniff. i miss them already! i have to say i will definitely miss JHO & bonnie the mostest, most most! JHO felt like a big brother & he was welcoming when it came to choir & tri-m. & bonnie's just like a mommy. i miss them already!

LUNCH;
i was super hyper today. i was hungry & tired & HYPER. i don't know how else to put it. & francis is going to fix my ipod! :D YAY!

x5; Alg2
we had a sub today & all we did was sudoku, kinda.  played with kevin's itouch. i'm such an epik fail at taptap dance :( better yet, kevin's itouch is defective! LMAO.

x6; W. History
we watched a movie about ghandi. those europeans were very very very very effed up. i wasn't paying atention. i was texting teona w/ hoa's phone even thought she's behind us. haha. YES, we were THAT bored. lala

tiring day at home as well. i helped my mommy pack some things that she's sending off to the philippines. i love all the bags she has. she offered me one, but i didn't wanna take them. 've got plenty for now. lala. i love restaurant city on facebook. i am determined to earn a lot of money & put my restaurant at the top !

well, this is it for tonight. i wanna get back to my restaurant & then hit the hay. nightynights<3
PS- HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMBER<3

XO, Dweetiex3

may 26th 2009 is a very blurry day. feelings of nostalgia filled my heart & a million thoughts ran through my head. I was moody & annoying. i blame my lack of sleep & a well balanced diet. i'll blame anything that ruins my day & pisses me off. geez. >.>

my head spins so much, i'm worried if it's even still screwed on. the runner in my head is dead tired from going from one thought to the next. my heart yearns for the carefree ways of childhood & my eyes can't see anything while open. things seem to be going great and yet my feelings are that of uncertainty & wonder. why? how come? why now?

end of the year melancholy blues... let's hope that's all it is.

XO, Dweetiex3

...too blehh to blog.

XO, Dweetiex3

bloggin by psp is quite a challenge, but it's fine.

anywhoo, nothing much happened today; went to church, back home & stayed home. boring day & to top it off, it took me forever to get this psp to open up! but it's open now, so i'm happy. aunt cleaned her clothes and i got a few things. lala. just finished watching transformers w/ the dad and the brother. i'm that huge of a lamesauce that i barely watched the first one tonight. >.> oh wells, i'll go hit the hay now. nightynights<3

XO, Dweetiex3

today was quite a busy day. i'm poop'd. i cleaned 2 bathrooms & ate breakfast at like 3PM. nothing much going on today, but my usual cleaning day. eating day. trying to nap, but never actually napping. i made mango shake too & it actually tasted good the first time around! yay me! walked here and there, sat here and there. blehh, been on airaim on my broher's psp the whole day, except now. i'm on mommy's laptop. my younger bro & baby sis, in brother's room. listening to lazytown songs in request of my baby sis. it was hannah ontana earlier. THAT WAS SO HOT! =D yes, we're weird. i really have nothing to say. oh wells, needa wake mommy up in 10 minutes. nightynights<3

XO, Dweetiex3

once again, i feel dead as a newly cooked chicken. at least a chicken is yummy. blechkk, before i took a shower i smelled so bad! >.<

here we gooooooooooo....

x1; Eng2
BLEHK!

x2; Spanish 2
i was somehow captivated by something, but i can't seem to remeber what... hmmm & sergio brought domo to school! he was so awesome!

Brunch;
senior ditch day. soo quiet w/o them.

x3; Bio
ms. handly said i had great potential to go straight into a university. i said i wanted to go to community first to stay here for a while & earn money. let's cross that bridge when we get there. as for our lab, our patterns showed pretty well & i am somewhat related to some people in my class. i predicted that i'd be hetero-insert, but i'm actualy homo-insert. and i finally found out that, it's not a disease, but just a way to see if people are related to one another. LOL silly miccah. OOOOH! i've decided to go ahead and be in APbio next year since it's just ms. handly & mr. shih teaching it(: i like them both. theyyyyyy're cooool(:

x4; Choir
i wanted to watch the muppets today since that's what we did last year for senior ditch day. but alas, we got ahead and looked over the music for graduation, but before that mr. e talked about the whole graduation bit & i just died out. i hella fell asleep. my eyes just turned off & it was hard to get back up again, sighh. anyways, i love the song we're singing. &&&&& & class of 2011 is going to graduate to that song too, 'cause the songs alternate each year. i'll see if i can find a verion online so you guys can listen(: btw, we tried singing the stalker song again today [Turn Around, Loot At Me] & i totally croaked! >.< worse that a frog ever would. pssht, i think a frog would've been embarassed to be compared to me =[

Lunch;
dance off again. hung said he's retired, i said i bet he'd win if he joined. lala, i was really hungry. so he bought me otter pops(: yay for the boyfriend! haha. anywhooo, my knees burned again, stupid weather >.> i'm not fond of it at all! it also made me sleepy... *yawn so i lay'd down and napped for like 10 seconds. haha good enough.

x5; Alg2
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVIN HONG! i wanted to bake him brownies, but i got lazy last night =/ sorry. anywhoo we had an extra credit quiz, then the class played pictionary while i played cooking mama on kevin's ds. i got 100% on the california roll! haha i love that game! i wish i had that =[ i like ms. shrestha's class, it's always wacky in there. christian told ms. shrestha that if she couldn't draw his word right, then all of the class gets more extra credit points. she did draw it right, and we still got points for getting it right. LOL

x6; W. History
i really don't know HOW, but i somehow got a perfect score on my last test. & i guessed! O_O oh wells, no final for miccah!!!!!!!!(: mr. anido said i should at least make money off my tests and sell them to people who need it, but hoa asked first. in return i jacked her phone and went on aim. talked to ryan a bit & then gave it back. lala. no finals for meeeeeeee(: WOOHOO!

went home & cleaned the fridge! god, it smelled so bad. who knew something that hold yummy food, could reak so much! T_T well i showered & ate & washed dishes endlessly & here i am(: well i'll be going now. tired & sleepy. i'll read a book & snore on my bed with half of my body hanging on the side of the bed(; nightynights<3

XO, Dweetiex3